Monday, October 24, 2011

23 minutes

I'm sitting on the couch at my mom's house with 23 minutes left of my birthday. I'm sleepy, but I feel like I can't go to sleep before the day's really over. I had planned to come home after dinner and start going through my clothes, packing things into suitcases to see what will fit (on my body and into the suitcase) to bring to Korea. Instead I just want to go to bed.

This birthday -25- has been weird for me. It's the first time I've been in Sulphur that I really remember, since I've had all the friends who are close to me now and since I've been on my own. I'm still trying to process why I feel this way, kind of empty, lonely. Probably because my friends aren't all around me like they have been for the past six years.

Change.

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